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Once I Was

If ever a biopic truly deserved a standing ovation, it would be this. Greetings from Tim Buckley. Besides, of course, Val Kilmer and The Doors.

Penn Badgley, I commend you. I  a d o r e you. I can’t fathom a single soul who could channel Jeff the way he did. His voice, his hair, the hollows of his cheeks, that longing stare that leaves you broken, the kind of feeling of wanting to love him enough to rid him of all his pain. His staple plain white tee and flannel. His necklace and his not-a-care-in-the-world kind of walk. He is music, like Jeff. JEFF BUCKLEY WAS MUSIC. Here’s a clip of Penn, who plays Jeff, actually singing Tim’s Once I Was. And let me just say, this song, the next few minutes, is poetry. It makes sense of everything that is important in life. It is beautiful.

https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=OgyZsOGxp0s

Home

This has been our home for the past few days.  Endless quietude, a noiseless existence with so many sounds. The waking hour when the birds start to sing, but nothing more tranquil and more lovely than the sound of the endless ocean,  the shores tasting the cool and soft strip of land. The sand that kisses the earth. I lie awake, so naturally, wondering curiously when I ever did fall fast asleep. The transition between states of consciousness so blurry, it seems they never crossed at all. They were one and the same. This is the oneness, the connectedness, the eternalness that is a truth only revealed in and by nature.

This has been our home for the past few days. Endless quietude, a noiseless existence with so many sounds. The waking hour when the birds start to sing, but nothing more tranquil and more lovely than the sound of the endless ocean, the shores tasting the warm, soft strip of land. The sand that kisses the earth. I lie awake, so naturally, wondering curiously when I ever did fall fast asleep. The transition between states of consciousness so blurry, it seems they never crossed at all. They were one and the same. This is the oneness, the connectedness, the eternalness that is a truth only revealed in and by nature.

and say Yes more often

Be kind. Even when you don’t feel like it. Take chances, even if you’re scared. Seek adventure, especially when you’re comfortable. Make mistakes and learn lessons, never live to regret the things you didn’t do. Do things. Do all the things. Even if it’s a mere attempt at nothing. Write, draw, sing, dance, play, explore. What you seek is seeking you.

To be or not to be Swede

I’m awake. Good morning. Been thinking about this blog and how long it’s been since i’ve stepped foot into the world of reflection. Like real reflection. Yes, perhaps it has everything to do with the fact that I’m turning 35. Numbers can be so silly. Like when you think about it, it’s just the years of experience that matter, nothing else. So, we look a little different, perhaps and hopefully we act a little different. Think a little different, talk a little different, dress a little different, love a little different. Hate a little different. But we are the same people as we were when we were six years old (Modest Mouse)… “and omg I feel so damn old, don’t really feel anything.” But I don’t. And I do. I feel old and I feel young. As I sit here typing, I bask in the beauty of my surroundings. My gorgeous dining table, round, wooden with a gray finish, my charcoal leather cushioned chairs. The gorgeous white and red long-stemmed roses nestled between baby’s breath, a gift from my best friend. This incredible view of an ever so lovely city, one which I have learned to appreciate more each day. This lovely spring day! The air is happy and the colors so bright, dancing in the hues of sunlight. A candle, vintage orange (possibly the greatest color), named Wander Lust – rightfully so – which burns a scent that takes me into a dream world of the woods, romance, a sweet fire of vanilla and earth. Next to my cup of coffee is a bag of chocolate covered gummy bears. This, from the Swedish candy store we stumbled upon last night on Third. “Did you know that Scandinavians are the number one consumer of candy in the world?” reads the inquiry on the candy bag – solid white with a conformity of brief characters HA EN SOT DAG! or Have a nice day! Everything looks perfect in Sweden. The whole candy store looked like a pharmacy. White from top to bottom, with half a wall of candy, perfectly stacked and symmetrical and the rest of the store completely bare. This takes minimalism to a whole new level and there’s something shocking about its unfamiliarity and yet something quite fascinating because it did the job. It was a candy shop. With undoubtedly, the best chocolate gummy bears I’ve ever had. It was perfect. It was exactly the thing a former student of mine from Sweden complained about. It was perfect. And it made her sick to her stomach.